cock

You say ‘cock’ really loudly and then hang up.
You feel excited and a bit scared afterwards.
Then you start to feel bad.
Maybe she was a really nice person.
Maybe something bad was happening in her life, right then, as you called, and you just made it worse.
Maybe she was really old and you’ve scared her.
You don’t feel like being in the living room anymore.

do you:

go and stand in the kitchen

go and have a lie down